December 2011
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If I cared about all the things people thought about me, I wouldn’t be half the person I am today.
my thoughts during school: lol penis lol
my thoughts when im trying to go the fuck to sleep: The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
November 2011
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“I’m really scared for my generation, you know. The thing that scares me most is...”
– Drake (via blueroomupdate)
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There are very few women in my life that scare the shit out of me, my mother being one of them. Even 400 hundred miles away through a phone.
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I’m not much of a religious person, but lately, I found myself praying to God for things to start looking up for me. I don’t like asking for favors from the higher being when I’m in need, because I feel like I’m strictly using them for that scapegoat purpose. However, I feel like maybe there is a God up there who is listening to my prayers.
Whoever you are, wherever you...
athach asked: How much was your shipping on Coastal Scents?
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Late night rambles & goals for future
- Build art portfolio - Pass BFA during Junior year - Successfully minor in Business during Junior year - Build make-up portfolio - Take bartending classes - Finish 5 year plan for both major and minor - Obtain my Masters Degree for Fine Arts in 2 years
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It always seems like I’m extremely motivated for school in the beginning, having all these goals and ambition set aside for myself. Then mid-way through the semester, I just completely die out. Literally. Not until about two weeks before finals is when I regain consciousness and realize that I’m on the verge of failing. I’m trying to currently pick up my slacks but it seems I let...
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Cyber Monday crazy sales!
I just went crazy on coastalscents website and bought a bunch of make-up, everything is half off! This totally beats Black Friday sales.. I can do all my shopping at the comfort of my own home. I got four hot pots, a case for it, a twelve swatch on-the-go palette, matte primer, and a twelve piece brush set.. all for $30!
I hope all my things come in early so I get a chance to play around with...
I think I'm going to film a video of myself doing...
Suggestions? Theme? Colors?
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So Thanksgiving is known as the day before Black Friday and Christmas is now known as the day the NBA season starts. The two important holidays that are suppose to bring family and friends close together completely covered by mass media bullshit.
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Everyone is with their family enjoying a Thanksgiving dinner and/or getting in line for Black Friday shopping while I’m sitting at home with two dogs sleeping next to me, making a business card/gift certificate for a client. Happy Thanksgiving eh.
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Thanksgiving
This is my first Thanksgiving spent without my family and the first Thanksgiving that I’m spending alone in Long Beach, four hundred miles away from home.
Home sweet home.
More than anything in the world, I want to be in the comfort of my mother, with her home-cooked meals waiting for me as I come home half past twelve.
It sucks that things had to happen the way they did, and I’m...
“The second time you fall in love with someone, you’re going to suffer from a...”
– Ryan O’ Connell (via stayseejoetoe)
Note to self:
Just remember, you have nothing to hide.
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Cool. Calm. Collected.
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Maybe if you silly girls didn’t date dudes from the internet, you wouldn’t be played like a stupid broad.
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Editing pictures is cool, but when a bitch has to make her skin color three shades lighter.. shit ain’t cool anymore.
There are two types of bestfriends
blahblahjaamie:
Number 1 : The bestfriend who you’re so close too. You see them at least twice a week or more. You guys talk alot and catch up on everything.
Number 2 : The type of friendship where you two don’t talk as much but deep down, you know that persons your bestfriend. Why? They understand you even if they barely see you.
I’m blessed to have both. :)
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Anonymous asked: oh haiiiii:) i love you. i've been obsessed with you since the beginning of time.
Anonymous asked: what kind of camera do you use now? I've been trying to a find a nice quality camera & yours seems to look great from the pictures you've posted
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W'sup bro? Brotatoechip. Nabro Libre.
Those people that overuse the word “bro” make the rest of us that use it once in awhile still look like douche-bags.
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Tonight was a good night. I haven’t had one in awhile. I guess I always let stress and negativity get in my way. All I gots to say is.. I gotta love the Theta family for making my day, of course.
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Stretching my ears, once again!
So I was on this amazing website that sold size 14g - 0g as a bundle for really cheap. Since I use to buy ‘em like what..? $12 per SIZE. 8 x 12 = 96 bucks. Fuck that shit. This was definitely a steal.
So since I have already stretched my ears previously, size 14g just went in and out of my ear like butter. I ended up going all the way to size 12g, then 10g, then 8g within the one day span....
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Dude. I didn’t start wearing make-up until I was like eighteen years old. Do you know why? ‘cause I was never caught up in looking good for an online social networking website unlike all these sixteen year olds now. The hell. Go make some real life friends.
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Who are you to judge the relationship I have with my significant other? What you see is what we decide to show you. That doesn’t cover what happens behind closed doors. So before you sit around with a bunch of your so-called girlfriends talking about someone else’s love life, take a quick look at your own. Everyone makes mistakes, and I’m fortunate enough to have someone who...
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I’m watching True Life right now on MTV. There’s this girl who’s black, and her name is Ebony.
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Today is the start of a new blog for me.
I really got tired of watching out what I posted on my own Tumblr. They say to not be afraid to write what you feel but honestly, Tumblr is a melting pot for the most judgmental little fucks ever.
Not only that, but having people who I know in real life follow me is no bueno. They take what I write literally about them when in actuality it had nothing to do with them in the first place. Bitches...